I can see that you are posting this question from a user name anon77045808, that’s currently suspended (which apparently doesn’t log you out) and was anonymized.
The only time a forum user is anonymized is when the corresponding client area profile is deleted. So that’s why you’re unable to login: there is no client area profile to login to.
To be able to delete a client area profile, all hosting accounts must be deleted too. So whatever hosting you have lost must have been deleted already.
None of this is true of course if you have another client area profile that still has hosting of course. But if so, I need a bit more information than “my account” to help you. Especially since I have no idea who “you” are given that the profile is anonymized.