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@Greenreader9 @Admin and others
I wonât be here for a while
because for the last three days I havenât eaten anything, and in those three days I slept maybe 5 hours in total. when I stand on my feet it turns black and I have to crouch.
my Cat died during those three days in great agony.
I was with her the whole time, I canât describe to you what itâs like when you hear her fast and shallow breathing âphphphphphphphphphphââŚall night long.
She couldnât eat or drink anymore, not even by force through a syringe (nothing passes),
Her organs started to failâŚ
at one point we both looked into each otherâs eyes, Her eyes were full of pain, She wanted to greet me and yawned a little but couldnât make a soundâŚat that moment it was as if someone stuck a knife in my heartâŚ
there is no worse feeling than the feeling of helplessness.
this morning at 5 am I was digging a graveâŚ
She was with me day and night for 22 years
She was a big part of my soul, She was a personâŚ
Iâm crying, Iâm broken, a big part of me is missingâŚ
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Oxy, I think I cam speak for everyone on this forum when I say that I, we, fully support you
Take as much time as you need
I am truly sorry for your loss
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Take care, make sure itâs not gangrene
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Today, I just randomly thought about IF and I remembered the forums existed. Iâm sorry for being absent.
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Iâm sorry you had to go through all that Oxy, I wish you the best.
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Well, welcome back!
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Hello everyone!
If you have a bit of time on your hands, we would love it if you filled out the forum below! You can choose to share your username or remain anonymous, and not a single question is required.
Thanks for your help!
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Completed!
Mucho gracias
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I have Windows 98 & 2k for Dummies. I found Windows 11 âhandbookâ at Barnes and Noble along with a Hacking in Raspberry Pi magazine.
I also have a ~1,000 page MySQL Documentation book from 2003. Itâs surprising how little SQL has changed.
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I have a 2004 SQL book (You beat me by a year), and pocket CSS guide.
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The pain of watching a cat suffer is unbearable. I cannot imagine how horrid your catâs death might be to you.
The most suffering I have seen is 1) a sick cat when I was little and 2) a cat suffering with bronchitis, struggling to breathe. You could hear her nose being clogged every time she took a breath, wheezing all the time and coughing every so often. It was miserable and disrupted all of our conversations (lol), but nonetheless she persisted (and then died because she crawled into a car and fell out when it was driving).
To see that cat⌠lose the fight⌠is just as bad as watching a family member or loved one have the same horrid accident.
However, donât make yourself sick by mourning. Thatâs not what it is for, and your cat probably wouldnât want you to be that way either. Still, I feel it and I hope that you may heal after a healthy mourning session.
22 years is a long life for a cat, and I hope you cherish your memories. 
All the wishes, and God bless.
(Happy belated 4th, guys. I didnât have internet at the apartment my grandparents live at and didnât go to the shop where I am typing this now)
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Admin, I need to send me a URL that does not have CAPCHA on it to login to the forum. I am trying to do my moderation work on my watch but it wonât let me login.
Thanks
Maybe Apple watchâs does NOT support Capcha.
Hopefully we can get to 6000+ posts
WDYM? we are at 8k in this topic (some have been ported/deleted though)
So that brings us back to 5958. so hmmmmmm.
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Why on earth would you want to check the forum on a watch???
And using a captcha is a hard requirement. Any login form without a captcha would get brute forced so hard it crashes the servers.
If ReCaptcha is too problematic, a different captcha solution could be an option (Iâve been considering to switch over to hCaptcha), but some captcha is required.
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